Hi Guys, i'm going to stop using this DA account and instead use my other one [link]
if you want to see my art, please start watching that one instead
thanks!

Okay... my life's rly wierd right now. let's skip all the annoying love problems and stuff i have and come right to what have happened this week this far XD

okay... i've been studying physics for a big test (that's tomorrow) for 3 days without a break now... i've been living on 3 differnet kinds of energy drinks almost only XD
i'm dead hungry since i almost doesn't eat anything... i'm so stressed XD i did som yoga but it only turned out to make my body hurt all over... lollollollol XD
i went with some friends into town before i started to study some days ago... it was so much fun XD we drank alot of enerydrinks so everyone were completely gone in their heads and totally speeded, lawl, energydrinks<3

my friend couldn't walk after drinking 5 in a row and having a contest with another friend about who that could drink faster then the other XD i almost laughed myself to death! lawl!!
and after that the energydrink started to come out of his nose, Whahahaahahaha!
hea thought that a owl were a frog XD I don't think too much coffeine is good for him XD
doesn't have much planned to do after the test... except one english test and one chemistry test... urgghhh... i'm going to die...

anyway, this halloween i'm going to order catlenses, catears, vampirefangs and long black nails XD going to look so awesome!! <3 halloween is better then christmas <3
I'm also going to a Bullet for my Valentine concert in december <3 going to be so damn awesome!! <33

lawl, sry if my english is bad ;D i'm totally gone in my head after 5 energydrinks XD i'm not going to be able to sleep this night either... lawl, anyway, have it awesome ppl! love ya! ^____^ <33

btw, vote for paramore for "woodie of the year" here! --->
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1) Full Name:
Alexandra ;D

2) Male/Female:
i'm a gurrrrrrlll ;D

3) Were you named after anyone?:
yea... some queen or princess that were named the same as me... but don't remember who or from where ^^ my sis is also named after a princess from somewhere ;D

4) Does your name mean anything?
hmmm... it's the female form of alexander that means leader or something like that

5) Nick Name(s):
Alex, pálèks, kakan, alux, aly, kai XD


6) What do you think you look like:
some ppl say that i look like a cat :3

7) Date Of Birth:
april 11 1993 ;D

8) Place of Birth and Current Location:
umm... BB in stockholm XD

9) Nationality
swedisssSSSsssshhh

10) Astrology Sign:
Aries ;D

11) Chinese Astrology Sign:
Chicken... lawl... my guinea pig were a dragon XD

12) Religion:
christian i believe

13) What's your favorite smell?:
what the ppl i like smells like ;D ( but not when they'r sweathy) XD

14) Political Position?:
don't rly care about it

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?:
Milk :3

16) Hair + Eye color:
i'm blond/brown haired, but it's colored black with a blue part, my eyes are hazel i think it's called... :3

17) Do you look like anyone famous?:
yes, me ;D i'm gonna be famous! mwahahaha <33

18) What do you look like?:
a 15-17 years old emo-girl ;D ( no one believes i'm 15, they always think i'm older :3)

19) Any unusual talents?:
dunno... rubber-cheeks? mwihihi <3

20) Rightly, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?:
rightly ;D

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?:
Bi <3 ;D
♂ + ♀= love
♀ + ♀= love
♂ + ♂= love

22) What do you do for a living?:
umm.. . live? ;D

23) What do you do for fun?:
anything XD as long as i'm with my friends everything is funny <3

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?:
... paper, pencils??

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?:
Real manga material!!

26) Have you met your grandparents?:
yup... but not my grandpa, cuz he died in cancer when my dad were like 15

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend:
nah, but i'm in love ;D

28) Crush:
heheheheeee... yeees ;D

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?:
hmmm... depends if i could know how their personality is before i date them

30) Current worries?:
love and school

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):
dunno :3 know alot of ppl online

32) Favorite place to be?:
on our roof

33) Least favorite place to be?:
school

34) Do you burn or tan?:
*beeep* wrong question ;D lawl

35) Ever break a bone?:
nope ;D

36) What is your favorite cereal?:
kalaspuffar and coco pops <3

37) Person you cry with:
i never cry with someone else, i only do it when i'm alone

38) Any sisters:
One, she's my opposite XD

39) Any brothers:
nope, but i have a guy friend that i wish were my brother, he would be so awesome to have as a brother ;D he's 3 years older than me so it already feels like he is my brother XD

40) Any pets:
a cat named safir (sapphire in swedish)

41) An Illness:
nope

42) A Pager:
nope

43) A Personal phone line:
laaaaaaaaaawl ;D nope

44) A Cell phone:
yes, ofc ;D

45) A visible birthmark:
yea... but not that you think *omg, a birthmark* when u see it XD

46) A Pool or hot tub:
hut tub ,yes.

47) A Car:
I'd rather have a motorcycle


Describe Your...

48) Personality:
funny, wierd, smarter then u think at the first look, totally wierd humor XD laugh alot, easy to talk to (ppl tell me :3 )

49) Driving:
nah

50) Your clothing style:
fashioncore

51) Room:
I kinda like it ;D it's rly personal.

52) What's missing?:
dunno... a new playstation since the one have is broken XD

53) School:
don't like it...

54) Bed:
normal size :3

55) Relationship with your parent(s):
normal i guess, i dont always like them but i dont hate them, i just want them to not care about my life so much XD

56) Do you believe in yourself:
sometimes... most of the time and always in sports and school, but almost never in love.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?:
yes :3

58) Consider yourself a good listener:
yup :3 or ppl say i'm

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?:
yeah! i want to be a freakkin rockstar!! not like that's going to ever happend XD but it's a dream :3

60) Get Along with your parents:
sometimes

61) Save your e-mail conversations:
to lazy to delete XD

62) Pray:
"vår fader" (swedish, means "our father") but i never pray

63) Believe in reincarnation:
yea, in some way. i believe that death foer someone means birth for someone else but i don't know if someone that dies will be born again.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?:
Yeah, but forget it somedays when i have to hurry to school

65) Like to talk on the phone:
depends on who i talk to :3

66) Like to eat?:
yea, if it's good food ;D

67) Like to exercise?:
not rly ;D but i like to sport,

68) Like to watch sports?:
NOOOO!!! i hate it, i get so fu**ing pissed when my dad steals the tv when i want to watch something just so he can watch golf or football! XD

69) Sing in the car?:
sometimes ;D often do it when we go to our summerplace (8 hours with car)

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?:
don't have a dream like that, always different dreams :3

71) Dream in color:
yes ;D almost always

72) Do you have nightmares?:
nope, almost never

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal:
yup ^__^ but it's under the bed ;D

74) Right next to you:
my headset

75) On your favorite coffee cup?:
dont have a fav coffee cup ;D

76) On your mouse pad:
lawl... a map over the burning crusade from world of warcraft, use to play it some years ago XD

77) Your favourite flavour of gum?:
strawberryand exotic flavours ;D

78) Your brand of deodorant?:
random

79) Your dream honeymoon spot:
dunno, never thought about it-

80) Your dream husband/wife:
just someone i deely love and care for

81) Hiding in your closet?:
Marilyn Manson clone! AHHHHHHH!!!! XD

82) Under your bed:
cute monsters <3

83) The name of one of your closest/best friend?
i love all my friends in different ways i don't want anyone that's the number one friend.

84) Your bad time of the day:
morning... and right after school...

85) Your worst fear(s):
that i'll end up alone with no friends at all.

86) What's the weather like:
Cooooooold

87) Your favorite time of year?:
Early autumn and late spring ;D <3

88) Your favorite holiday?:
HALLOWEEN!!!

89) A material weakness?:
My guitarr and my iPod <3 ^^

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like:
dunno...

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?:
get a life

92) The hardest thing about growing up:
moving and the have to get new friends at the place you moved to.

93) A pet peeve?:
nope

94) Your scariest moment:
when i were skiing offpist and it were alot of ice, and i fell, hit my head, everything went black and then i woke up some minutes later lying in a pile of stones, it was rly funny and exciting ;D but still scary

95) Your attitude about love?
i love love, but i hate when the person you love doesn't love you. right now i hate it... cuz i dont know what the person i like think about me.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?:
ummm... kinda personal XD lawl

97) The worst feeling in the world:
Heartbreak, lonleyness, depression...

98) The best feeling in the world:
Happiness, love from the one you love.

99) Who sent this to you?:
najomie-chan

I got tagged by najomie-chan :3 and i'm bored, so let's do this!

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette (( i'll never do it, that's a promise))
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (( I'm bi and right now i'm in love with someone of the same sex ;D))

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight (( it's fuuuun ))

SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 8

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
(x) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding ((going to do it this winter ;D))
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit ((nope, but i'm going to be in one in a few days ))

SO FAR: 13

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 17

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 22

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 27

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 28

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 31

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 33

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 35

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 38

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 42

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 47

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain ((omg, i sooooo want to do that ;D))

SO FAR: 50

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles

SO FAR: 53

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 56

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 59

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top ((i love it <33 do it alot cuz i love heights))

SO FAR: 63

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 66

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 69

Level 25
(x) Believe In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 70

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on ((it is sooooo fuuuun!!! ))
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger ((yeah, but it's mostly "cute" instead of "hot"))
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 74

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 78

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test ((i think that's a stupid question XD))
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name ((happens to often XD))
( ) French Braided Someone’s Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House (( for like 10 min when i were little and were a pain in the ass at the dinner, lawl))

SO FAR: 81

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 84

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 89

Level 32
(x) Been shot at/or at gunpoint (( i count paintball into that ;D))
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someone’s tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on (( i don't drive : < i'm to young))
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas


I tag... you!

Tomorrow (monday 14/7) I'm off to our vacation home at a small island called "öland"... i rly hate going there cuz... it just sucks, ok?
XD i'm only going to be there for 10 days this year, but after the 10 days i'm going home 1 day and then i'm off again, but this time to a confirmation camp XD it's located here in Sweden rly close to Norway... i will be able to reach my friends by cellphone about 1h/day XD this sucks... cuz it means that i wont be able to meet almost any of my friends on the whole ****ing summer!
just when the summer holiday started everyone left to go somewhere both inside and outside Sweden, the friends who were going to confirmation camps were not allowed to bring their cellphones so i couldnt reach them, no one of them TT__TT so i've been all alone for over 1 month!
my days the last month have been rly wierd... i wake up around 5-7 pm and go to sleep 6 am XD this is a normal day for me ---> "wake up around 6, eat some toasted bread, go to the tv or computer, eat dinner at 8, do to te tv or computer ,again, eat some toasted bread around 3 in the morning, go to sleep 6 in the morning XD"
it sux! i want to meet my friends that i've missed so damn much again!! but i can't TT___TT cuz just when they'r starting to come home i'm off to some ****ed up place...
... my summer rly sucked this far... it's been really depressing... i'm a person who can't live without friends so i've had it rly hard!! >_<

anyway hope you all are having a awesome summer and not the kind i've had! and to my irl friends that's also members here : I miss you so ****ing much!!!! TT___TT please text message or call if u read my journal and have my cellphone number >_< I would die just for reading or hearing something from a friend!

life isn't always awesome O__o